When my heart decides to love someone it is not a conscious choice i make
It just happens 

Beware though it does not take much to hurt this heart, for it has been damaged many times and the scars have never really healed properly

Whether  the wounds from the past are self-inflicted  or caused by another it matters not, the pain is still there 

To reopen those wounds sometimes does not take much,

So please be don’t judge me if i hurt, i will explain but if you cannot or will not understand the reason of the pain, it is your choice.